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I'll never forget
The Flowers You Gave Me
or anything else for that matter
DORITA
070191
holy in pri
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student coucilor
st. andrew's junior college
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living sanctuary brethen church
youth ablaze
doritarded@live.com.sg
there's not much i wanna say.
just a lot that i wanna do.
if i ever get the chance
Saturday, March 29, 2008
this i cant blame on my absent mindedness.
screwed up really bad this time.
i'm really sorry.
i just hope you'll still be comfortable talking to me freely about just about anything.
i did the one thing i made myself promise myself over and over again i wouldnt do and i'm really disappointed with myself.
i'm really sorry.
i dont know what i was thinking.
at the looks of it i wasn even thinking.
i'm so sorry.
i really am.
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm so so sorry.
cross my heart i'll never do something like that to you ever again.
9:52 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
this was supposed to be a light hearted post about my blonde moments #3 and 4.
(one of them being me filling a biurette without switching off the tap at the end. yes. it all ended up on the floor.)
(oh, and yes. i was totally oblivious until a friend of mine went "Dorita!" and pointed to the floor)
however due to an unfortunate turn of events, i'm not in the mood to write a light heared post or about the terrific time i had yesterday with the pillowman.
all i wanna do is find out when i'll ever be good enough or you.
10:46 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Blonde moment #1
"ring!"
crap.
school's started.
ohwell.
should make my way to class soon.
now..
where was class again?
damn.
wheres my timetable?
urgh..
ok.
i think it was block H.
yes.
thats right.
block H.
(makes way to where she thinks block H is...)
eh?
somethings not right.
i dont recognise anyone in any of the classes here.
(starts looking around desperately.)
(wouldnt want to be late for class!)
(after a while of looking..)
(spots sign saying 'block C'.)
(slaps herself on forehead and quickly makes her way to the right class.)
Blonde moment #2
11.40am
girl: hey, how long more we've got?
friend: still quite a bit of time. hey, liste to this. its pretty cool.
(both sit down to listen to friend's mp3)
11.50
girl: man, we still have like 10 mins.. wanna take a slow walk and check out the cip board before making our way to class?
friend: sure
11.57
(girl and friend are close enough to class to see that the whole class was already there)
girl: man our class sure is punctual today.
12.00
(girl and frind enter class)
tutor: Why are the both of you so late?
girl and friend: (both point to the clock at the same time and say pretty defensively) we're not late!
the class: class starts at 12.30!
girl and friend: oh.
well. it was kinda fun experiencing a day in the life of a blonde i guess.
12:00 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
hurting again.
now i FEEL normal. =)
9:33 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
you would expect a day which starts off with cheesecake from raffles for breakfast to be the best day ever.
well, was today the best day ever?
not exactly.
infact i dont think it was any kind of day.
it wasn gd.
it wasn bad.
its was kinda..
as a good friend of mine would put it..
'blah'
yeah, it was a 'blah' kinda day.
spent the day eating and doing lame stuff at home without using my brain much.
feel so under stimulated.
mayb i'm just too used to being this overloaded emotional tank that spills from almost every possible inch at every possible moment.
oh well.
i guess 'blah's better than having sadistic thoughts and exaggerated emotions and scaring my friends with being 'emo' all the time.
on the topic of being emotional. ('emo')
do i really look the 'emo' when i'm not talking or smiling?
cause alot of pepople have been telling me so.
i'm just doing my homework when someone says, "hey, why so 'emo'?"
or i'm just sitting in the cafe minding my own business when someone else comes up to me and says, "what you so 'emo' for?"
or even after lecture a friend could come up to me and say, " hey, noticed you look really 'emo' during lecture."
sometimes i hide my emotions so damn well i scare myself and sometimes i'm as easy to read as the hugest billboard ever.
man do i amaze myself sometimes.
anyways, on a lighter note, i cant wait to be sitting on the DBS Arts Centre on the 27th of March at 8pm!
finally gonna watch it!
i'm so excited!
i little bit too excited i think.
well, maybe thats cus i dont have anything else to be excited about.
oh man. i'm starting to sound really dreary again.
back to PILLOWMAN!
i'm getting so excited and expecting it to be really good which is scaring myself abit cus i dont wanna be disappointed. hate the feeling of disappointment. probably one of the worst feelings ever. okay, so harping on negative feelings dont exactly help the 'emo' image but hey, who likes being disappointed?
anyways, let me try this again..
on a LIGHTER note,
i'm finally gonna watch pillowman! (and with a good friend which is a big bonus!) and the cheesecake for breakfast this morning was pretty gd =)
life is GOOD.
P.S. Happy easter!
10:36 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
got tickets to se Pillowman!
absolutely over the moon!
whee!
finally..
something to look forward too :)
just hope i wont get disappointed!
11:29 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
confession : u and me happy together in lala land last night.
but hey, dreams are only for sorry souls no?
10:03 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
thank you for being there when i needed you.
thank you for loving me, for making me feel like i ment something, like i was worth something.
thank you for helping me grow and understand myself better.
thank you for teaching me to love.
i loved you.
you loved me.
it was gd, its was beautiful.
ultimatley, no regrets. :]
alls gd now so pls dont feel bad.
9:01 PM
